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Movies Watched in 2010 [Dec. 31st, 2010|11:59 pm]
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Books Read in 2010 [Dec. 31st, 2010|11:59 pm]
Books Read in 2010 )
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Video of the Day [Feb. 9th, 2010|07:56 am]
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 9th, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 16:30 I need to really stop trying to please everyone. People will come on board with me if they want, and if they don't, I don't need them. #
  • 20:09 Ann on Murtha: "The 'King of Pork?' Wait, that's not about bacon?" #
  • 21:12 Started the first Mass Effect tonight. I wasn't offended by the Dragon Age graphics until I saw this - isn't this game nearly 3 years old?! #
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I'm Still Learning [Feb. 8th, 2010|05:19 pm]
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I had a surprisingly rough day yesterday after what was a decent but also somewhat tough weekend, and I do a better job of hiding it than I probably should. It just started poorly and muddled along during the rest of the time to limited results. It finished with my finally just falling apart on the ride home from a Super Bowl party last night and sliding back into my old habits all over again.

My fatal flaw is that I want to be a people pleaser and be true to myself at the same time. I'll bend over backwards for the people I care about, expect nothing in return, and not hesitate to be vocal about things that interest me/bother me/pique my interest even if it throws people off a bit. I can't help it, I suppose, and I should be happy that people like me in spite of it, I suppose. Of course, it means my brain goes haywire and I think people are simply tolerating me for the sake of...I dunno, whatever.

I wasn't very well liked in grade school. I had a good core group of friends in high school, but I wasn't well liked or respected there, either. I screwed up my chances to change that in college, and I think, as I approach age 29, that I may just be that type of personality that isn't necessarily going to impress a ton of people in person, and I should be okay with that at this point. Besides, I'm pretty sure I have a good set of friends that I'm able to count on and who I like - my social circle doesn't really need expanding like it may have 10 years ago, so I don't worry about that.

I do worry about alienating those who I do have around me, and I fear there's never going to be a way to stop that completely. I have a strong personality in some regards, and as much as I try to be a good person, I know it's not always going to work out. I've done a good job of not freaking out when friendships fray and separate - and they will from time to time - but I've done a lot of bending over backwards to try and preserve things not worth preserving, and I think that's inadvertently led to a lot of my lunacy when it comes to feeling like things went poorly or that friendships are going sour, when I just need to realize that things tend to ebb and flow. At the same time, I hold back from becoming more involved lest I wear out my welcome, which is probably ultra stupid of me.

I try to be rational, and I don't handle myself well when I behave irrationally, and this weekend culminated in that. I'm still learning. I'm still a work in progress, and instead of trying to hide and disappear or whatever, I should just embrace the fact that if people didn't want me around, I'd be really lonely as opposed to included in whatever's happening.
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 8th, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 11:40 "Crazy Heart" then Super Bowl. Go Saints! #
  • 20:33 For the record? Calling Barney Stinson is totally worth your time. #fb #
  • 21:50 Woo Saints! #fb #
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Video of the Day [Feb. 7th, 2010|08:09 am]
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 7th, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 08:39 Today: Podcasting + dinner plans + whatever else. #
  • 13:36 Podcasting with Center of Mass - we're on uStream at bit.ly/cJwnX4, so watch us! #fb #
  • 19:35 Fanfarlo's "The Walls Are Coming Down" is probably the last song i'd expect to hear in a CVS. #
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Video of the Day [Feb. 6th, 2010|08:21 am]
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 6th, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 09:38 Hooray day off! I must be productive today, or else! No, really - it's an or else! #
  • 19:32 Finally caught up with Ex Machina only to learn that it's ending at issue 50? What is it with me and catching up with comics as they end? #
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Video of the Day [Feb. 5th, 2010|09:07 am]

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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 5th, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 19:28 Off to Cambridge to see Those Darlins! Wooooo! #
  • 20:55 TTs special guest is Deer Tick! I am cool with that! #fb #
  • 21:38 The Pine Hill Haints. They are awesome. #fb tweetphoto.com/10436665 #
  • 22:32 So, uh, Deer Tick comes on stage in dresses? Okay then! #fb tweetphoto.com/10440397 #
  • 23:27 Terrible picture, but Those Darlins are on and rockin'. #fb tweetphoto.com/10444231 #
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Video of the Day [Feb. 4th, 2010|07:37 am]
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 4th, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 16:36 Target -> Dinner -> D&D -> much needed sleep. #
  • 19:41 I apologise to the guy who checked me out at Target today when I was on my cell phone. I hate people like that, and today I was that person #
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For those who care... [Feb. 3rd, 2010|05:23 pm]
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...new Center of Mass Podcast is up! Download here, or watch here:

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Video of the Day [Feb. 3rd, 2010|07:38 am]
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 3rd, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 16:55 T-Minus 4 hours until Lost. Repeat - 4 hours. Can you tell i'm excited? #
  • 23:02 I think I may be too dumb for this show sometimes. Wow. #
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Book/Movie Update [Feb. 2nd, 2010|08:00 am]
Books:

1) I Am a Genius of Unspeakable Evil and I Want To Be Your Class President - Josh Leib: A children's book written by a Daily Show writer about an evil genius child who plays dumb in school in order to fly under the radar and run his empire. It works until he decides he's going to run for class president. Laugh out loud funny, great for any age, absolutely loved this.

2) American Original: The Life and Constitution of Supreme Court Justice Antonin Scalia - Joan Biskupic: I don't know what Biskupic's ideology is, but I get the feeling that she's not a Scalia fan, which taints this book somewhat. It's not like I want to read hagiographies, but I don't really care to interpret incredulous reactions about the subject of the book in a biography, either. Not terrible, but could have been a lot better.

3) Ex-Machina: Dirty Tricks - Brian K. Vaughan: Finally getting around to catching up on this series, only to find out it's ending in 2 more trades. Alas, it's still good right now and I'm really curious to see where it ends up.

4) Project Superpowers: Volume 1: I can't tell if I like this yet, but the first set showed a lot of interesting promise.

5) Dangerously Funny: The Uncensored History of the Smothers Brothers Comedy Hour - David Bianculli: Ann & I spent some time watching a PBS documentary on American comedy, and they spent a section on the Smothers Brothers. I didn't realize how significant they were up to that point, and a few days later I saw a review in one of my magazines of this book, so I grabbed it from the library. A quick read, focusing mainly on their battles with CBS, but still a really interesting look at the battles they faced, the censorship, and just the attitude of the time.

6) The Puzzling World of Winston Breen - Eric Berlin: I was given this book by someone pretty important, and it took a shameful amount of time to read it, even moreso because it was actually very good! Sort of a Blue Balliet-style read for kids about a child who enjoys puzzles and helps solve a town mystery with his skill. A quick, but fun, read.

7) Carter Finally Gets It - Brent Crawford: A YA book, for sure, and a fairly crude and obnoxious one at that. It's done completely in the voice of a sex-obsessed 14 year old kid, and it's really only working well after the payoff at the end. If you can get that far, you can appreciate it, but it was very tough.

8) My Year of Yes - Maria Dahvana Headley: A memoir of a year where the author said yes to every date offered to her. Interesting enough to keep me engaged, not interesting enough where I'd necessarily recommend it.

9) Audrey, Wait! - Robin Bowman: The only thing that would have made this book better would have been if Meg Cabot had actually written it, because it's near perfect otherwise. High schooler Audrey breaks up with her musician boyfriend, who then writes a song about her that quickly becomes a mega hit and turns her into a celebrity. Ridiculous, yes, but an insane amount of fun. I loved this book. I'm such a 15 year old girl.

10) Amulet: The Stonekeeper's Curse - Kazu Kibuishi: This is the second book in a children's graphic novel series. It's still very dark, but the art is good and the story strong.

11) How We Decide - Jonah Lehrer: Pop-science about how our minds work when it comes to making decisions and using reason and such. I learned more from this than I expected to, and a lot of it left me uncomfortable, which isn't bad.

12) Reading the OED - Ammon Shea: Think Alphabet Juice without the charm. I think I'm done with this genre.

13) My Jesus Year - Benyamin Cohen: A Jewish man spends a year exploring Christian religions. A lot of overlap with Rapture Ready, which I loved, but it took a very different point of view, as he wasn't an observer but rather someone who was trying to bolster his own faith while experiencing the faith of others. A great, different angle on the idea, and one that I really liked reading. Definitely recommended.

14) Extra Credit - Andrew Clements: I love Andrew Clements because his books are ridiculously subversive, especially for the age group he writes for. This book is also subversive, but in a really different way than his previous works, and in a way that caught me off guard. About an American girl and a boy from Afghanistan who write back and forth to each other, it's a great read.

15) Mock Stars: Indie Comedy and the Dangerously Funny - John Wenzel: A book about comedians like Patton Oswalt, Neil Hamburger, David Cross, etc.. Not essential, and the author tries to keep it light, but there's not much here for people who are ultimately already fans.

16) Into the Wild Nerd Yonder - Julie Halpern: Another great YA book. A girl has a falling out of sorts with her friends, who start running with a different crowd, and said protagonist grows as a person herself and embraces who she truly is. It's a lot less formulaic in reality than I've made it sound, I really did enjoy this one quite a bit.

Movies:

1) Anvil: The Story of Anvil: Ann called this one of the saddest movies she had seen in a while, and while I get why she'd think a documentary on a metal band that never made it in its prime, but is still plugging away trying desperately to make it happen as sad, it was more reality-meets-Spinal-Tap-meets-Some Kind of Monster. That's a great movie in my mind.

2) Avatar: There are not enough bad things I can say about this movie. Sure, the special effects were amazing, and the world was immersive. The problem is that the plot is crap, the characters ridiculously one-dimensional, and the story so poorly crafted that it's impossible to truly care about what's going on. A lot of people are complaining about the film's ideological leanings, but I honestly don't think the movie is sophisticated enough to actually have any. And this movie is going to win Best Picture, and I'll hate humanity a little more when it's all said and done. So. Bad.

3) An Education: Now this was a good movie. I was interested almost solely because Nick Hornby wrote the screenplay, and it turned out that everything about it was done well. The acting was wonderful, the story almost completely perfect (the way it ended didn't sit well with me, but I haven't dwelled on it, so it doesn't matter), the whole thing just great. See this movie, really, it's worth your time and a real gem from last year that's kind of getting ignored.

4) Whatever Works: It's a Woody Allen comedy, thus it's somewhat unsettling and there's someone trying to act like Woody Allen who isn't Woody Allen. Not his best work by a longshot, never mind being anywehre close to what he's been doing over the last few years.
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Video of the Day [Feb. 2nd, 2010|07:30 am]


OMG LOST TONIGHT YAY. Also, uh, obviously spoilery.
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 2nd, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 16:57 Laroucheites? In my town? Wow. tweetphoto.com/10191290 #fb #
  • 18:29 Those Darlins are teasing the "special guest" at TTs on Thursday. That's just cruel, I want to know NOW DAMMIT NOW. #
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Video of the Day [Feb. 1st, 2010|07:33 am]
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Tweets I Have Known... [Feb. 1st, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 11:11 Right now, I'm trying to talk myself out of this, and it isn't working at all: goo.gl/UDh3 #
  • 12:05 Ha! Hey, Bill and Chris etc, Man v. Food is doing Hell Night! #
  • 20:04 I don't understand Lady Gaga. I have no idea what is going on. And Elton John? WTF? #
  • 20:16 Ann on the Green Day musical (also: huh?!?!): "Is the musical about masturbation? 'Cause that's all they sing about, right?" #
  • 20:18 Dude, Green Day totally ripped off that "Aicha" song from the old days of the internet! goo.gl/3JyW #
  • 20:30 The Grammys are the one time of year Ann & I learn what everyone else is listening to. So, people actually like this Beyonce song, eh? #
  • 20:42 RT @HotelDetective Pink looks like something out of a pornographic nativity scene. #
  • 20:48 Nice of this band I've never heard of to dress for the occasion. Congrats Zac Brown Band, I guess. #
  • 20:55 I remember when the Black Eyed Peas did a song with Macy Gray that was pretty cool. What happened? #
  • 20:58 When I think of "I Gotta Feeling," I think Transformers, too. #
  • 21:01 Lady Antebellum. That's the second performer tonight that I never knew existed before now. I'm such an old man. Get off my lawn. #
  • 21:07 Lady Antebellum, 2 thoughts: a) they sound nothing like what their name creates in my brain. b) this song is actively making me hate music. #
  • 21:19 Dear Kings of Leon fans - they had at least 2 albums you've never heard of that are miles ahead of what they're winning for now. #
  • 21:26 Every time I think this Jamie Foxx performance can't get any weirder, something else happens. Slash is...special. #
  • 21:34 When DMB is the youngest "Best Rock Album" group of the lot of nominees, I think the original point of rock music can be considered dead. #
  • 21:48 Given my love of girly YA books, I should love Taylor Swift. I appreciate what she's doing and all, but yeah - she's a musical Meg Cabot. #
  • 22:10 RT @JPosnanski They really had people VOTE to determine what Jon Bon Jovi sings at the Grammys? Was there a "What's the difference" option? #
  • 22:17 Am I the only one who is significantly more interested in the lifetime/special achievement awards tonight? #
  • 22:48 RT @Jesus_M_Christ Dave Matthews just set white people dancing back 200 years. #
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Video of the Day [Jan. 31st, 2010|09:20 am]
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Tweets I Have Known... [Jan. 31st, 2010|03:01 am]
  • 09:40 I probably shouldn't have waited until this week to purchase Metric's "Live It Out." I hope it can forgive me. #
  • 11:35 The Red Sox have been doing the virtual waiting room for at least 7 seasons now, and it never seems to work right. It's 2010. Improve. #
  • 20:23 Trying my hand at Warhammer 40k. #fb #
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Video of the Day [Jan. 30th, 2010|08:05 am]
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